I Don't

I don't want to
Cuz I just can't
Believe that I let it
Fall threw my fingers and slip

It hurts me so bad
That you're threw with me
Cuz you know that I loved you
And always will unfailingly

My mind,body, and soul
All tend to get weak
And the thought of you
Brings me to my knees

I'm so mentally and emotionlly tired
Of tryin to fight adn hide my feelings
And what hurts me the most
Is that I told you that you'd have me eternally

I don't, in any way, shape, or form
Want you to be done with me
Cuz it hurts me so bad
And I dream of the day you'll be able to see.

Dedicated to my baby Juice. I wrote this before I heard from him and he told me I was the only 1 he'll ever need.