My HARDEST Goodbye

((I wrote this. It's not very "poetic" its just my feelings. Comment if you'd like.))

The hardest thing I ever had to do was say goodbye to you.
The day you left was the day my life changed completely.

All I could do was cry.
I did not know what happened to you.
I just wanted to know WHY!?

I could not force myself to believe what had really happened.
All week I had a really weird feeling.
I wasnt sure what it was suppose to mean, but I sure didnt like that feeling.
Sunday my worse fear came true; they made you leave.

I became very depressed.
I only got to see you and talk to you every once in awhile for the next few months, before you finally moved away.

During those four months I had done more crying that I had ever done before.
I went by your house one day - - that was the day I found out you finally moved.

I heard from you a few months after you moved;
I was so very happy to know you were okay.
I still get to talk you when you have the time.

I only knew you for about a year before you left.
But during that year I got to know you so very well - -
we had a relationship like no other.
You were my second family!
I looked up to you in every single way!
Your smile could always make me smile no matter what.

For the longest time I was so angry with God for taking you out my life.
Finally at youth camp I realized that I should not be angry with God.
He puts everyone in your life for a reason.
And when they have fulfilled their purpose He takes brings them somewhere else because He has something else for them and you to do!

4/24/06