What has meant everything to me
Is just a part of the past
It all ceases to exist
But the memories always last
From holding a new born, to holding his brother nine years later
It's distressing how so much has changed
How reality hits that i don't have a family
And that nothing will be the same
That I'm no longer daddy's little girl
More like daughter of a prick
Who's partners with an alcoholic
They both make me sick
And no more mummy's angel
Only out of control teen
I can't help mums depressed all the time
And it's me whom she always leans
And no more gorjuz lil brother of mine
He's an ADHD prick
He's just like his dad
He doesn't give a sh*t
And that sums up the loved ones in my life
Who are supposed to be there when i fall
But happiness seems so distance
Feels like so long ago i was gone
