I don't think i can handle
That my family's no longer whole
That this confusion in my heart
Is ripping out my soul
I don't think i can handle
I'll be alone again tonight
To make it past the urges to die
I just have to survive and fight
I don't think i can handle
That this is not what my life was supposed to be
That i can't accept these changes
That I'll soon have to leave
I don't think i can handle
The thought of wanting to commit suicide
Because I'm not scared anymore
The truth is, i want to die
I don't think i can handle
If people knew of my thoughts of death
Because all i need is to leave you all
And the answer isn't therapy if all i am is a regret
I don't think i can handle
That this is my last night
My spirit is now just a presence
That I've gone into the light
