Why?

Death haunts my soul
and i can not
bare the sorrow

i live this life
feeling the pain
like a dull knife

i long to began
fresh and new
but my thoughts keep
thinking of you

bound to a world
i can not love, i can not die
i'm left here wondering
why?

. . .

for every breath i take
as i began to wake
my heart aches
i continue to fake

if i did not care
i would not bear
the love we shared
i swear

my heart is broken
and i'm unspoken
these memories are
my only token