Sometimes I feel like everyone around me is in danger and I am the one that has to help them and keep them safe. I feel alone in the world like nobody can save me or help me. Everyday I feel responsible for every bad thing that happens to everybody even if I don't know who they are. Everytime my brother and sister get in trouble I feel its my fault because I am the only one that doesn't get yelled at. This causes me pain. What I am trying to say is it causes me pain when I feel other peoples pain. This makes me suffer a lot. It really bothers me. Sometimes I would wish that I were dead, that way people can have a great life. Everytime I hear about people die, I feel its my fault I tell myself what did I do wrong this time. Like if I'm being punished.
