If he was here..

I lost him over and over again.
he told me so many things I just can't handle.

i really want you to show me how yo feel not saying that!

u were my life. You were my everything. then one day you were gone.

i feel like i lost everything not just my you. i remember talking to Ur mom. she cried and cried.

i didn't no where you were. i thought he isn't dead he is still here. He cant be dead.

But i was so wrong. you were dead. u though pills, drinking, and other stuff and make your pain go away.

IT WONT! i loved you with all my heart. u were there when i needed you. Now your gone. and I cant ever have you when i need you.

But to tell you the truth i need you now more then i needed you then.