Do you like these sick little games?
I destroyed the film and all of its frames
The memories of you are erased
The piles of grief can never be faced
The one-hour photos are gone
I see your shape out on the lawn
The old visions now are starting to leave
A carpet of pain into which you are weaved
In the night you can hear my plea
Before I give up to insanity
I can't take one more lie
But it's even harder to say good-bye
I know you are slipping away
My tears beg for you to stay
They drop on the dirt without a sound
My limp body will never be found
It's lost in your mind, buried so deep
Not it's time for me to sleep
I'm never coming back, this you know
And you don't care, you want me to go
Today I saw you with her again
Now I know I can never pretend
I saw what I saw, and felt what I felt
You're whipping me with a leather belt
The swollen wounds rise in black and blue
All because I saw her with you
I know that you don't love me anymore
What were all those years forsaken for?
But, I don't want to remember or even look back
It breaks my heart with a deafening crack
I'm questioning all that there ever was
And this kills me, you know that it does
But you don't care, you're with her
And everything departs in an emotionless blur
All of the recollections on the street
And so to my death, you have a front row seat
