How i wana

Ok i know this aint my style but im a do it traditonal.

Love, what is the meaning do you really know. IS it how the streets describe it sleepin wit a every gurl just for show.
Dont get mad at me but thats whats displayed by the streets. And thats why i need to play this game fo keeps. I know what true love feels like but that was ripped awya from me. and i gusse im to blind to see. it will never work out. so i really dont know what i so sad about. is it becasue every time i thinkof gettin wit sombody else and actually build the courage to try. the shoot be down just the last from my love brung high. every time i hear a love song i think about this feeling. and i think about how ima have to get read of it dosent deminish the healing. the healing of the scars on my soul from evry past love. but from this last one there now a gapping hole. and i cant get it to heal as it starts to get cold. but then starts to burn like a raging fire. wit the roar of a angry lion and da sting of a gunshoot. i feel the feelings rush over me as i bgin to shout. I remebr every detail of each and every intament incounter. the feeling of being with her and the feeling of loosing her. the feeling of a pice of my heart being ripped out and taken from me. and i cant get it to grow back to so that i can form a shield. u might think im a punk for righting this. but im a true poet and poets thoughts and ideas have heart beyond measure. so i have more heart than you even though 87% percent of it is missing . I have but two ways of how i wana end this pain. and that is to get this girl back but if she rejects me i will forever live in shame. the second is to find somone new. but no one will love a beast of my proportion. so i shall walk this earth as another lonley soul. so i know i wil end this poem for my story has been told. hOw i wana end this pain and how i wana get refilled. is the stoey behind this poems will. but for now i say peace out form a poet named juice. but who knows maybe the girl to feel that bleeding torment hole in my heart just might be u.