Whats Hidden

I need to find a place
where i can be alone
and work out all my plans
be able to do it on my own

right now im all mixed up
i dont know whats going on in my head
all my sadness has built back up
thats the main reason why i bled

yes ive done it again
ive caused pain i now regret
the hurting of my wrist and stomach
it just wont let me be happy and forget

for theres so much people dont see
ive locked myself up in a prison
the hatred that ive caused myself to feel
has given me tears of colour crimson

theres so much people dont know
this girl with the smile that gleams
has secretly got a
head of sadness and screams

i keep my secrets well hidden
trying to ask for help is totally forbidden
will anyone ever try to truly comprehend
before its too late... i see the end