My thoughts are choking; they struggle for a breath; grasp for air; till they meet their death; sanity flees my body; pain fills the empty space; aching inside; all I see is your face; I hear your voice whisper every secret we did share, confusion surrounds me; at my soul it does tear; my thoughts- still chocking; still I gasp for air; but the clarity I search for I can not find there; I SCREAM from ever canyon of my empty soul; what will it take for me to feel whole; I know I am strong, yet I feel so weak; a future lost of you looks so bleak; I continue to walk; yet donâ??t care where I go; a destination seems meaningless; each step becomes slow; I continue to live, yet cant figure out why? Each day becomes just another day; LIFE BECOMES DRY, I keep on going; I spear my chocking thoughts, maybe if I kill them I can move on with the pain i forgot; I walk on, yet feel as though I should crawl; because with each new step my heart begs to fall; I donâ??t want to look back, but I cant close my eyes. Everyday another bit of strength you gave me DIES; my mind says I must move on, But my HEART refuses to let go without you I CANNOT GROW!