Living Suicide

Living Suicide

I can not take it anymore
Not knowing what's behind the door.
I'm slipping through the trees
Watching as you fall to your knees.
Grasping your heart in total hatred
I held you in my arms for your last seconds.
As I blankly stare at your cold dead body,
I wonder if your mind is a part of me.
I always said you lived inside my heart
I never knew that's what would pull us apart.
I kiss your lips lightly with hopes in mind
To bring your lifeless body to life.
You awake to find me lying there,
Smiling, cause I told you I would give my life for you.
You never thought I meant it literally.