A Confused Heart

This is for you the one who is listening to my cries,
and now you know the emotions i had to hide.

I can no longer cry in the dark its time to cry aloud,
I can't be ashamed anymore I need to be proud.

But, how can that happen when I'm falling apart,
And now I'm dying of a confused heart.

I wanna say I hate you but i really know its love,
Just know when i cry its you I'm thinking of.

Its because of you i cant take it and can no longer live,
And my heart that is broken and i can no longer give.

Oh but wait you tell me that you do care,
but when i turn around your never there.

I know you don't love me and i don't plan that you will,
So i have to live with a confused heart and learn how to heal.

But, all i ever did was try to make you happy,
so please tell me why you don't give a damn about me.

You even proudly said to me that you had three other girls,
that just proved that your not concerned about my world.

So, here i am again tears falling down my face,
And now I'm back to a very familiar place.