If I......

If I run they will find me,
If I scream they will hear,
I\'m not saying I hate them,
I just wish they were not here.

If I stand they sit,
If I bleed they smile,
I wish they loved me just a much,
If only for a while.

I guess I wish they loved me
But I just don\'t care.
They never did before,
They just aren\'t aware.

If I tried harder,If I tried real hard.
Maybe they will love me,
They could love my heart