Was it Ment to Be

No matter what I

Do no matter how I feel

No matter what I say

Its never going to bring

You back

The sun sets on

Another broken night

While I'm alone in my

Room crying until

No more tears fall

When the day comes

I want to die

Every second that

Passes another part

Of my heart breaks

How ever they tell

Me how to deal with it,

They say you cant

Take her back yet

Shes all I want.

Shes all I ever

Wanted she doesn't

Know how much I

Hurt every second of

Everyday I spend without her

And now I beg and plead to god for

Her voice to come across that phone one

More time just for a minute all I want now is her voice

I'm so scared you

Don't know I don't

Want surgery espesily

Without you there to

See me its going

To hurt more than you know

I love her

And not just her

I love everything good

And bad about her

And I wish she knew how I felt because

If she did she would come back without

A doubt In my mind

I'm not sure but

I think she still loves me

I wish I knew for sure