Untittled

I feel the tears swelling in my eyes
i feel that feeling you get in your throut
when you have to hold back
every thing you feel
i can't see any more
tilt my head back
keeping my self
safe
inside
my self
leaving everything inside
closing my eye
closing my ears
curling in to a ball
hiding in a corner
trying to block out everything
trying to seal off my heart so i can't feel
trying to talk my self into
not needing anything
but it doesn't seem to work
doesn't do a thing
i still need you
so i hold you close and
hug you
and let the tears drip
into your
soft
orange fur