Destroyed

I have never felt so confused
I am lost in the shadows
My way out shut
I know people who want to die
I can't save them
I fear the worst
My life is fading
My soul is crying
Tears fall for you
I wish I could do something
It's twisting down a road
A road I can't go down
You are going down a path of failure
The easy way out
Or so you call it
I have reasons to die as well
But pain will strike others
And cause the same effect
I walk on
As an empty shell
My heart full of pain
My eyes full of sadness
This is no easy task
The frustration builds within my mind
I have been hurt before
But not like this
You left me for your girl friend
When I needed you the most
I can't count how many times
But I helped you a lot
The one time I ask you
And it's a no
I need someone there for me
It can't be you
I remember all I have done for you
I saved your life
You haven't saved mine
I am still here because death is failure
Not a way out
But I bleed just to know
My cuts have words
Unspoken but true
I feel pain
But I haven't given up
When I do
I'll say goodbye
Just to you
I feel destroyed
I hope you see
You broke me
Only you are to blame