Pain

One cut one flash of blood that's all it'll take for the pain to leave.

But, I'm a coward and I can't do it.

I never do anything right, or so it seems.

The love you gave is tainted now and it's cold beyond belief.

I'm lost in this underworld they call emotion.

Wanting pain needing relief I can't stand this headache.

I need the peace. I've fallen through the cracks and there is no coming back.

"Do you love me"? was supposed to be my Life saver.

But now I'm drowning without the thought of you.

I can't live like this, it wasn't supposed to be this way.

You are cleaning up the pieces of your life.

Mine won't stop breaking and I'm still hating myself.

For a while when I looked at you I honestly smiled.

But now it's fake due to my fall from grace.

I doubt you'll ever know.

Doubt you'll ever see me drowning here.

But that's OK because this is where i want to be.

Drowning to death in a mixture of emotion and my own blood.

I love you, but it's not enough