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by Desiree Apr 26, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I saw you there did you see me? I looked at you through the glass of our two worlds. I watched as you went back up to see the sun to smell the flowers, to be among the ones you love again. I was almost there I had shed my last tear, but then you were gone. I realize I was the one in the wrong. But now I'm back to where I started and I can't hear them anymore. Why can't I hear the voices of my love ones calling me back? Do they not know how affected I am by every little thing? Can't they see the pain in my eyes? Can't you see all the times that I've cried? I see them now standing there together crying above me. Stormy weather and rain flowing through the air. But I thought they never cared. I'm filled with fear as I see my own death filled face. This is it It's time to take the love you gave back and the years that you tried, I was always a lost case. As they lower my body In the grave I shed my last tear. It was all a mistake.