Lost my chance

Its been so long, and i have no clue whats going on.

me and you liked each other i new it from the start, but its you now that has a gf thats drifting us apart.

you didn't have a gf before when i first met you, until you found out i went with Mikey, no longer have any thoughts what to do.

we always everyday talked on the phone, you talking about her, while I'm sitting her feeling alone.

it hurts that she gets to have someone as special as you, me always wishing i want him so bad to.

theres so much sorrow in my soul, its eating me up whole.

i don't wanna hurt anymore, i don't wanna wait no longer my body is so sore.

i wanna be with him so bad but i guess i lost my chance, it makes me so sad to think of what could have been a romance.

every night when i go to sleep, i want yo reach over, to feel his kips so sweet.

i yearn to feel his touch, and when he leaves i miss him so much.

i wanna be able to kiss him and hold his hand, I'm so eager for the day you can be my love and my man.