When

You told me you wouldn't forget me
you told me you never felt love so strong.
But somewhere between i love you and good-bye,
something grew very wrong.
In four months and twenty two days,
down to the date in september.
will be one year that we had ended.
that day will stay with me forever.
how about when you told me,
that we'd never grow apart.
that im the only one
that could ever be this close to your heart
or how about when we'd sit
with people all around
youd stare in my eyes, hold onto my hand
& tell me my voice is the only sound.
or when we were alone
& laying on your bed,
i'd be watching tv,
and you'd be watching me instead.
or how about when you'd call me late at night,
just to hear my voice.
to say the words i NOW long to hear,
& you'd hold me all night if you had a choice.
many times I've hated you.
I'd strangle you if I had the chance.
but the only thing that would stop me
is thinking about you holding me
while we shared our last dance.
I may say things I dont mean.
but some are very true.
like, loving & hating you at the same time
That ... is something I never knew I could do.
They say that your first, real, true love
never fades away.
That all your feelings you thought would be gone
will be in your heart and forever will stay.
so now I sit here waiting
for true love to come back to me.
you have the only key to my heart.
so please come back, and set me free.

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