I gave him back his ring today
I placed it in his hand
I watched him cry and had to pretend like I didn't care
His heart was breaking and bleeding right in front of me
And still I had to pretend
He begged unashamed, uneffected by pride
Crawling over broken glass back to me
Each tear that fell from his cheek
Broke my heart just a little bit more
If I didn't love him so much
This would be easy
But it isn't
It's probably the hardest thing I've done in my life
I told him this is the end
It's goodbye
It's over
Yet the look he gave me tells me I'm lying
Lying to him
Myself
And the rest of the world
He knows I love him
He just knows not enough
But probably what hurts him the most
is he knows why
I can't love him with all my heart
Because it wanders
And now a small piece of it loves someone else
