I don't want to live like that
hiding in my shame
knowing ill never be the same
i don't want to live like that
i don't want to go in the dark
and rip at my own heart
i don't want to live like that
is this real
or the pain that i feel
i don't want to live like that
thought no one cared about me
but now i see
i don't want to live like that
i don't want to die right now
i want to live but show me how
i don't want to live like that
i want to put this out of my way
i don't want to cut and cry everyday
i don't want to live like that
i chose the wrong path to go
and now i feel so low
i don't want to live like that
i have one chance to make things right
and that will be to nite cuz
i really don't want to live like that