My Novacaine

This poison i take so gracefully
flowing through my veins
numbs my body easily
so that i feel no pain
i take my poison every day
I'm dependent on it as you can see
i can't face you without it
or you bring the pain in me
lately I've taken more
to fulfill my newest need
more turmoil than ever
my life has come to be
now i can't think straight
my addiction raises fast
and even though i take it
i wonder how long i will last
I've finally overdosed on it
I'm falling to the floor
i can't help but laugh uncontrollably
as the pain i feel no more
ah, so long cruel world and my love
i bid you a happy goodbye
just promise that you'll laugh with me
instead of deciding to cry