Friends Fight Together

It was a mistake to have left.
To think it was best if I wasn't around.
I was always cursing wanting to be free.
Free from what? Life? Reality? Friends?
No I wanted to be free from living on the edge.
Every day you had a choice that always got the worst out of you.
It's my fault not yours.
I should have been here helping you.
Not living on the edge with you.
Not ditching you to deal with it.
But help you get through this.