Hateful.lies.

All i feel is anger
all i feel is pain
all i want is happiness
and to rid me of these thoughts rushing through my brain

all i do is cry.
all i do is fake.
I'm tired of all the hurtful words.
and these painful heartbreaks.

i try to laugh
i try to smile
i know they fool you.
but honestly, they only last a short while

i just want you all to go away
I'm tired of hiding every day
all i want is to disappear.
to put an end to all this fear.

I'm tired of all your criticism and all your lies
I'm tired of all the pain you cause.
and all the tears you've made me cry

I'm tired of feeling like shit on a daily basis.
tired of seeing all your hateful faces.
just wish you would all just go away.
maybe you'll all just leave me be someday.

oh how i wish i could end it all
I'm so weak, i cant lift myself up when i fall.
just dreaming of the day i die
just wanna end it, don't want to cry

so ill end it soon, this i promise you
i hope you'll be happy, i know i will be too
so ill put an end to all your hate and all your lies
that is what I'll do, on the day that i die

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