Scared

by Caytlin   Apr 27, 2006


Its 3 a.m.
And im sitting up crying
Because deep inside my heart
I know i\'ve been lying

I know I act alright
I act like everythngs fine
But deep inside my heart
I still want you to be mine

We sit and talk for hours
We talk like the feelings arent there
The real fear within me
Is that maybe one day you wont care

I\'ve been so scared to tell you
Scared of what\'d you say
So I\'ve delt with the pain
For these past few days

But now im letting it out
Im telling you how I feel
Im telling you that one day
Im scared youll break our deal

Im scared of the future
And what it holds
Im scared to find out
How this story unfolds

I know right now
This might seem kind of crazy
Because you already promised me
That I\'d always be your baby

But people change
And feelings fade away
How long it might take
Right now its hard to say

But if it does happen
And your feelings fade
Know that my heart
Is always here to stay

I\'ll never stop loving
My heart will always care
And if you ever need me
I will always be there

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  • 18 years ago

    by Justin G

    But u made a mistake in the third from the last paragraph...u put "ir" instead of "it".....but its ok lol...altough u might wanna edit that. lol...talk to u later

  • 18 years ago

    by Justin G

    Wow...all i can say is wow....ok first off this is amazingly written..and its different from all the other ones...its deeper..and full of pain and frustration..very powerful..but moreover why didnt u just tell me u felt this way? why pretend? why act like u dont care?that doesnt make sense to me...but now i know how u feel..and wow. i mean this nearly brought tears to my eyes...seriously and u know me..i dont cry, im too gangsta for that...lol..but seriously...it hurt to read, cause ive been kinda a little bit of a jackass to u..just a little. but it hurt to read cause i know how u feel..... and i know its hard. i wish things were different, i really do. but they arent. they are the way they are. we did this ourselves..but all i wanted to say is that i understand...and dont worry my feeling will always be the same with u...u will always be my baby..and my first...for allot of things..the feeling i have for u are set..and wont change..no matter what u do..or what happens between us..my feelings will always be the way they are.....ok..and i will always love u........

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