Wow...all i can say is wow....ok first off this is amazingly written..and its different from all the other ones...its deeper..and full of pain and frustration..very powerful..but moreover why didnt u just tell me u felt this way? why pretend? why act like u dont care?that doesnt make sense to me...but now i know how u feel..and wow. i mean this nearly brought tears to my eyes...seriously and u know me..i dont cry, im too gangsta for that...lol..but seriously...it hurt to read, cause ive been kinda a little bit of a jackass to u..just a little. but it hurt to read cause i know how u feel..... and i know its hard. i wish things were different, i really do. but they arent. they are the way they are. we did this ourselves..but all i wanted to say is that i understand...and dont worry my feeling will always be the same with u...u will always be my baby..and my first...for allot of things..the feeling i have for u are set..and wont change..no matter what u do..or what happens between us..my feelings will always be the way they are.....ok..and i will always love u........

But u made a mistake in the third from the last paragraph...u put "ir" instead of "it".....but its ok lol...altough u might wanna edit that. lol...talk to u later