She crys

She cries and cries and for what this little thing she calls a life if she hates it so much then why cry she wonders only persons she really loves is trying the hardest to keep her alive but yet she wants to slip away wants to wash her hands clean of her sins but god won't let her is there even a god or just something that we make up cause we are to afraid to face death alone in her mind she weeps
and prays to "god" to help help her with her sins but the only one she wants to hold and love can't save her any more