Whats worse

Why would she lie I'm always here,
To take and push away her fear,
but she still lies trying to cover it up,
But i knew,
She can't fool me so,
I'm saying goodbye.
I'm tired of lies that people tell me,
Tired of having to look at something to know how she feels about my brother,
I'm her best friend at least i thought i was.
But whats worse having to look at a poem to know how she feels,
Or have her lie to me.

Not really a poem just telling how i feel.