What you don't see

Me crying my eyes out, pulling out my hair, bloody wrists all because of a love gone to hatred. that is what you don't see, you think all I am doing is bringing you down when you have no idea what your doing to me. Even if I tell you, you pretend like you don't hear because you think the way your treating me is acceptable well your wrong. This what you don't see a raging battle inside my heart with me as the loser and you the victor, voices that ell me this isn't right I shouldn't be treated this way. You say you Love me but if you really loved me like I love you then you wouldn't scream at me this way. You say your afraid to show me love well if thats so then you need to look back on how much I've done for you and been there when no now wasn't I've never broken your heart like you past monstrosities have and yet you still push away. Well there will come a day when all that will change that will be there day when I go to the no return.