Tears in the blood

Im lying on the floor
theres no hope left for me anymore
you hurt me, broke me
and i cant ever remember the happiness of b4

im crying now
just thinking of you
im sobbing now
thinking of wat you put me through

there goes one tear
for saying i love you
there goes one more
for telling me it was true

soon the tears turn to anger
which i take out on my wrists
one cut for loving you
another for the times i\'ll miss

crying and bleeding now
i cant believe im so screwed up
how could you do this to me
im gonna give up

are u gonna come save me
wait dont even answer that
i already know the answer
and decency is someting you lack

i wanted to be the one
i wanted to be your everything
i wanted to be remebered
i wanted to be at least something

but i guess that isnt possible
so i\'ll just say one last thing
i know i can never have you
but i love you inspite of everything.