The last goodbye

U said you'd always love me
u said you'd always care
but really deep down inside
you didn't wanna be here

u said you stopped loving
and then you played my heart
my life is nothing anymore
i'm falling completely apart

just cause i picked her
doesn't mean shit
u cant tell me to get a life
cause i cant get over it

why did u lie to me!
thats all u really do
just cause i say i love her
doesn't mean i don't love u

i told u unconditional love
you're my number one
and iv made so many mistakes
that shouldn't been done

i could fix this up
and shoot myself in the head
thats what u want isn't it
and let me lay there dead

i admit i cry
and i throw away my fears
but they keep coming back
and so does all my tears

i could cut and bleed
to my bloody death
and keep whispering your name
till my very last breath

sum people say
I'm depressed or gone mad
but really deep down
I'm just really sad

because u played my heart
because you lied to me
and no i know what u meant
when u 1nc said we wer'nt to be

so dis is my last goodbye to you
next think before u speak
and maybe the next time this happens
a guys heart wont be weak

so I'm sorry baby girl
for ever being born
I'm sorry for being a pain
cause i just got torn

and till u read this poem
I'm gonna sit and wait
and pretend you were never here
and find another best mate