I Miss you..

I miss you,
It was too late,
I couldn't save you,
I guess it was your fait.

I need you,
But now your gone,
You never gave me any clue,
You made me sing this sad song.

I can't believe it,
That now your gone,
It just doesn't seem to fit,
Its like somehow I just don't belong.

You were always there to help me,
Now theres no one else,
I guess you took the chance to be free,
But now theres no one else...

To save me...

I miss you,
It was too late,
I couldn't save you,
I guess it was your fait.

I'm losing my self-esteem,
I think I'm falling to pieces,
I guess its not what it seems,
My heart is tearing into peices.

Whats wrong with me,
I'm going insane,
All I want is to be free,
I cant deal with all this pain.

Your gone,
You can't help me,
I don't belong,
Just set me free.

My life is messed up,
I can't handle it anymore,
Pour my blood in a friggin cup,
It used to be fine until before..

Before you were gone,
I seemed to belong,
Now theres nothing to live for,
I can't do this anymore..

My miserable life is over..

You died,
I cried,
Mom screams at me,
Dad doesnt want anything to do with me..

I miss you,
It was too late,
I couldn't save you,
I guessit was your fait.

Now your fait..
Is mine too,
It was too late,
I just want to be with you..

So I picked up the gun,
Put it against my head,
Said, "Lets have a little fun..."
I fell there on the bed...

Mommy and Daddy ran up the stairs,
To see what happened,
And they let out all their deepest cares,
For I was the reason.. Why they all cried.

So here I was at my funeral,
Beautiful as ever,
I never regretted a thing,
For I was with my dear brother..

*In loving memory of my dear brother.. I miss you loads..
ღ.Rαynє.ღ

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