Here I lay
Late at night
Suicide in my head
A knife to my wrists
Or maybe my throat
A bullet to the chest
Or maybe my brain
Suffocation
And drowning works too
Down a bottle of pills
And I won't wake up
Doesn't matter how
It all leads to death
To my salvation
The pain is too much
For me to handle
I don't want to live
Each day with this pain
And I'll do whatever
Needs to be done
So tomorrow never comes
And I'm saved
From another day
Of living like this
I'm not sure of much
Not even how
All I know is
The pain ends tonight
