In the darkness I must wait.
I wonder if this is my fate
Do you even notice or care
That I\'m just always \"over there\"
You dont\' even realize my pain
I guess I\'m going down that lane
That lane of hopeless despair
Please god it\'s just not fair
Why can\'t I be the one.
The one who doesn\'t picture a gun
To shoot herself in the head
The one who doesn\'t wish she was dead.
No one really cares anyway
If they did, they\'d hear what I say
\"No I\'m not listening I\'m drowing you out\"
Jesus whats this all about
I thought you were my friend
Remember, \"friends til the end\"
Thats what you said, how did you forget
You forget on purpose just to see me fret
But I thought that you knew
A true friend was there for you
I was there when you needed me
I guess I annoyed you, but hear my plea
I want things back the way they used to be
The things we had between you and me
You treat me so bad and differently now
And I just dont\' know how
How I messed all this stuff up
Maybe it wasn\'t me that screwed up
Your not perfect either, didnt\' you know?
What are we gonna play friend or foe?
Wait nevermind I dont\' want to play
Cuz for my sins I know I\'d pay
You would pick foe, cuz you hate me so
You would pick her, cuz you wana see me go
But I just want to know
Why you really hate me so
But you remember our past?
Oh I wish it could last
Remember what I said to you
Prolly not, but we\'ll do a Re-do
\"If I\'m in the dark you bring me into the light,
I got your back if you in a fight
I\'m scared of losing you, I dont\' wana see you go
You made me a better person, I hope you know
Your one of a kind, you crazy b.a.stard
I know I should go a little faster
But I got your back and you got mine
We stick together and we\'ll be fine.\"
Remember these words I said to you!?
Do they mean anything, I hope they do
They came from the heart dont\' you know
But you took my heart..heart and soul!
I was in the light, where you brought me.
Now i\'m in the dark and I can\'t see
You won\'t give me a flashlight or a match
You throw stuff at me, that I can\'t catch
You give me all this hate and pain
Now I know that I\'ve gone insane
Things can\'t be the same becuz of you
Now what the heck am I supposed to do
But thats okay, just think about yourself
Your good at that, but you need help
You can\'t do this to ppl, tear them down
Why do you like to see ppl frown?
Oh, you dont\'? Then look at me!
You stole my happiness away from me
I cry for nothing and everything now
I guess you can go and take a bow
Cuz this is your doing, thank a lot
Now I\'ll just sit here and begin to rot
In the darkness I must wait...
I guess this really is my fate.
