Loving Regret

I see the shining, smiling faces all around me.
In a dark musical place...to an auditorium of happiness and love.

A big family of love
a love for each other
a love for the act.
I just wish i wasn't in such denial and i could have a memorable time with this special family.

Why was i taken?
why was i over ran?
I'm missing every minute of it. I'm just in an everlasting time, in full of regret...

This special place...i got the most special thing to me and it was being a part of his life more than a friend....but in the same place i lost the spot in his life and just went back to being a friend..for me this pain of loving regret is my hell and my heaven..