Here we go again
why does this never end
one moment i\'m in the light
the next, i\'ve lost my sight
a cloud covers my heart
and sends my into the dark
i dont know why it comes and goes
i\'m on a high, then i fall to a low
it\'s much deeper than most
this is certainly not something to boast
even though my life should never be close to death
i still harbor thoughts about my own death
i have a great life
but my mind sees a knife
i cannot explain it
nor can i ignore it
so now i just want to know
how can i get the help to make it go
it\'s just like an addiction
once you get it, it weighs a ton
which never really truly disappears
i never really stare at the mirror
afraid of what i see
i dont understand me
is the happiness real
or the dark i feel
i live my life never knowing what will turn me
i cannot see inside of me
there is a war that rages within
neither side can win
part of the war begins with blind faith
or what i feel is logical and safe
another part is the darkness the is always there
that makes me forget who cares
or the happiness that try to hold
niether is bold
i just dont understand this prison
when will it be done
what else can i do to take it away
is there some way
to make the dark
leave my heart
all i want to do is reach out
erase all doubt
but i dont know how
i dont know how to allow
someone inside my mind and heart
to unlock the secrets in the dark
