Don't

I feel so stuck
it seems i will be in this state of confusion forever
why can't you just say you love me
so i can forget about this pain for just a few seconds
when you say those things to me...
i feel like the luckiest person on earth
but then
the pain
that continually follows me
takes over
and all i want is to hear your voice
so i can recieve the medicine
you love gives me
and when your gone
i hope for the phone to ring
but sometimes it never does
and im filled with that pain again
pain apart from the one the others cause me
but the pain of missing you dearly
don't ever leave me