Six...feet...under....

You say im perfect
You say im worth it
All the screams and shouts
All the punches and taunts
You take them for me?
Just to prove your lie
I canâ??t wait till you realise
To see the look on yoor face
Why did you ever tell me?
Just why did you say those things?
The only things keeping me alive
The only source I had
From a dark pool of sadness
From which I sink in deeper everyday
But thereâ??s you
I have no self-esteem
I crack the mirror in frustration
Why?
Why do I look like this?
Why dont look like those other girls?
The ones in the magazines
The lead singers of bands
I just wish
But that dream wonâ??t come true
And soon the nightmare will set in
When you leave me as I know you will
I hate my life
I hate myself
I am everything I hate
Itâ??s all my fault
I can never be good enough
Never
And till you stop thinking
That youâ??re in love with me
Ill be alive and on top
But as soon as that horrible reality sinks in
Im six fee under
Never to see you again
I have a feeling
That I wonâ??t make it past 16â?¦
Maybe ill have died from heartbreak?
Glass, poison, overdose
Gun to head or knife to throat
Blade to wrist or fall from high
you pick one: how do I die?
Is it suicide?

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