Every Day

Every day
I walk the school hall
Trying to ignore
The suicidal call

In my ears
Ring peace of death
Thinking of how it would feel
To take my last breathe

Every day
It hurts more and more
It gets old
My head so sore

My wrists i slit
So i can go away
Away to a place
I wish for every day

A place at peace
I have found
Deep in the dark
Beneath the ground

But my room is sancuary
For me to be calm
And for my head to rest
So i'm not a ticking bomb

But thats how i feel every day
Thinking enough is enough
For everything to rip away
Making life tough

So in my room i sit
Thinking and planning
When will i just quit
Where will i be standing

Is there a purpose
For me in this world
Would anyone care
If i said my last word

I feel this answer is no
And so the loneliness grows
And making me feel i need to go
Before this bomb blows

Thats why every day
You see a sad face
Awaiting the day
To find a better place