MyMistake

Making this work is harder than it looks,
I've been trying to hide these feelings that keep me in side: these scary feelings that make me stay up all night. You brought me into your world as I let you take over mine. You pulled me to a place I never wish to be again. At he time you were all I had. You were there for me when I was alone. I ran from the good and I adopted the bad. I am not okay: as I look over my shoulder my heart stop's, afraid of what I might see. Are you there watching out for me?I find myself filling my mind with anything to keep the thoughts of you out. You've hurt me so bad without a doubt. Now look where you are...you've paid the price. I knew better why didn't i listen, everyone told me to leave, and now I see the one who made the mistake was me.