In heaven

I've held you close
I've held you near
I said all the things
You've been needing to hear

And as much as it hurt
When the truth was out
I didn't cry
And neither did i shout

And as much as i wanted
To rip your heart out
I stayed strong for you
And tried to help you out

It was a hard choice
But it has to be made
You said you loved both of us
And that had to be fate

I'm sorry you said
I choose her
My heart was already exploding
But it began to hurt so much more

"We can still be friends"
You tried to say
"In heaven" i smirked
And walked away.