To Lose you my Dear Ashley

The day you left
I watched you slip away
because of the ravaging pain
caused on you by family and loved ones.
Watching you deteriorate the last few months
was like stabbing me in the heart.
You left me smiling
knowing all pain was gone.
knowing you'd be safe in the heavens above.
You always said no one would care if you died,
you were wrong.
I would care,
because I shared so many things with you and spent so many happy moments with you.
Know I wish I could've asked you to take me with you,
because everyday I go through this Hell called life I wish you to be with me to say why were we born into this Hell?
I am at least content to know you heard me say goodbye and I love you.