Vulnerability will be my net
When I fall tonight
Its 11:46
My mind has taken the hour off
And at this point in time I don't think I've got a heart
I'm sick of playing the part
Of the one to keep us all together
Behind the scenes
Noticed but not recognized
Only when things go well I'm accepted
Hearing midnight dreams
And chaotic schemes
no worries tonight, at least not from me
From one mouth to another
But none from me
Nothing said
All kept
Don't even have to ask
My mouth is shut
You all relay all your feelings to me
What you don't realize is that I'm the band-aid
Well not anymore
Not tonight
I'm gonna hit the bottom tonight
No its not fun, not I don't enjoy
But it doesn't ask a thing of me
Not a single secret spilled
And I can say all I want
No responsibility
And I can finally crash
On a bed of leaves
Ha, you wont even know
You'll be to busy hiding your own faults
Because I wont be there to do it for you!
I know I agreed to being here
But who would have thought the intensity would be a killer
The pressure will be death to me
Who knew that I'd go over the edge
So no, its not your fault that I'm here, it was my choice
I know I'm wrong in this
But only consequences loom in the distances
And it seems so worth it
I know its ridiculous
..Decision time
Alright
Yelling for it
Its screaming back
Yep here I go
The time is 11:46
Im takin the first sip the rest will be a trip
I'll see you in the morning with hazy eyes and tonight has done its deed
