Teen Feelings

Sometimes I wonder what I'm here for, So I just live life seeking something more.
I try to help others, maybe they'll help me,
I just need to let them know how life's supposed to be.
It seems like no one understand's what I go through,
I just try to calm down and make everything new.
I try to be myself, but sometimes it's so hard,
I act like nothing's wrong, it's like dealing a new card.
I'm trying to find something better out there,
But people pass by me, they don't even stare.
I'm my best friend, I'm all that I have,
I don't smile anymore, I dont even laugh.
I hope that someday I won't be alone,
Maybe someone's love for me has already grown.