My emotions

As I wipe away the tears falling from my eyes,
I wonder if it would hurt you to know you made me cry.

I think about a lot of things these days, but mostly about you,
and I know that it would kill you to know what i have to do.

I'm trying to give you more, but what else can i give?
and I keep asking myself the question do I really wanna live?

I'm searching for the answers I know I'll never find,
the questions of how long we'll live keep slipping through my mind.

You said you'll never leave me, and i hope you never do,
because no matter how hard I'd try, I'd never get over you.

No one comes close to you in my heart,
and I cant take the pressure that were falling apart.

So all I have to give I will only give to you,
and I hope that you'll always love me no matter what i do.