Illusions

I saw your face in a crowded place
And asked myself how this could be
I walked alone kicking the stones
I shed my tears as I always do
I saw the stars up in the sky
I saw the stars shining for me
Then I realized there was none for me
I'm not the one I wished to be
Nothing I wished happened to me
The truth was there out in the fields
But no one could see up the trees
I hate myself I hate this world
People are crazy for what they do
Laughing and playing and who would know
Hurting a friend is no match to
Anything a human could do
I wish my eyes would start to cry
And hang myself or wish to die