I just want you to know
that I'm really sorry
i screwed up our friendship
i don't know why
but i did
we're no longer best friends
like we used to be
and thats why I'm crying every day
every time when i remember how the time was when we were indivisible
and i just want you to know
that i love you
and that you're still very important to me
and ever were
all those things we went through together,
all those years
all the time we spent together
laughing, crying and talking
I'm really sorry
i wished you would believe me
but you don't
and i wish i could change things
but i can't
and i wished that we wouldn't have been separated by a fight
but we were
that's simply all i would tell you
but you don't listen to me anymore
and i can't blame you for that
cause i know it's my fault
so i wish someday i can handle the pain that I'm feeling every minute i think at you.