This is a great poem but dont u really want to know why we stoped talking it was because of this whole thing wit david and i knew he would do this to u i am sorry and i am still here for you as i was before to a point
talk soon
xoxo
robyn

Awwwwwww hunni.. i hope ur ok? its a good and real sad poem.. im here 4 k? i on uhate me im here

Oh my effin' god.... this is serious bull... i cant imagine how you feel.... i never had someone that close to me in that way...do something that crazy... in a way i guess i'm blessed... but then i've been cursed from wanting someone and never having fro the longest time...
this could not have happened at the worst time... my access to the computer is like very limited right now.... since they kicked me out of the library computer... i had to rely on friends internet...
i wish there is a nother way of talking to you.... you dont know how much i really want to say to you.... there is alot... but let me tell you one thing.... i'm scared... i'll just admit... i dont want to ruin anything... and i've been known to mess things up... when the truth is i just want the chance to prove that i can do the right thing and be the everything someone needs.... but nobody wants that... nobody wants what i've got to give... and i dont know why... i know i'm really being insecure right now... for instance... i should be bashing this guy for doing this to you... but instead i'm being a butthead and going on about how weak i am... i just want to bethere for you.... you are worth so much more the this.... and just so you know every recent love pome i've written has been about you.... oh god... i blew it.... now you'll think i'm wierd and you wont talk to me.... welll i hope that that is not the case... but anywho.... there is a lot more to say my friend.... and i jsut want you to know... you have all the time in the world to heal.... and i'll be there for you everystep of the way... i'm a week and insecure excuse of a man... but there has never been anything more that i wanted to have a chance.... that is it... a chance at anything.... and you've given more then that... you've trusted me... and you've made me feel like i actually am solid then i make myself to be.... and when i feel that way... wel lets just say that nothing can get in the way of what i want to do... prove that you can overcome this great wall..... and be strronger then you where before... and you'll get all the credit... but i'll be there for that shoulder... and whatever else you want me to be....
i've been waiting to have a opportuntiy to say that i wanted you ever since i met you... because you are the only one i know that actually overcame what i'm still fighting to kill.... suicidal depression.... you are a angel and a piller of life... and the strongest example of a women in my life right now.... you are a strong tower and you are more the capable of making it through anything.....this is just merely a test for you.... there is so many rewards of better souls that await your calling out there... and hopefully i'm next in line....*rubs hands egerly...* i

i love you and i cant do anything to make what happened disapear... untill you take the first step forward in your life....

i hope i didnt say to much... i just know that everything was from my heart.... you are the most strong independent soul in my life...i hope you realize that before anything else....

i dont know when i'll have another chance to be able to get online... so please... the next time you have a chance to get online....write back... because i'm dying to hear back from you....awaiting....

(the person who could be anything you mkae him out to be... but who is human as everyone else...)
phil

Ohh sweetie I'm sorry! Don't let some idiot baboon trick you into depression again! Remember perserverance turns into hope and hope into character! I love you and that baboon can go screw a tree cause he just lost the best thing that will ever happen to him (except Jesus of course)!!! Hugs... stay well sweetie!
Kat

Yes good thinking... u do deserve someone better!!!! now i have to go... church! Stay strong!

Hmph.....well, if you really want to see me.... go to my myspace page....at myspace.com/motherluvbone.com...it's got a picture of me on there.... though i must warn you.... i look goofy as hell....i dont htink you would like me.... i'm to fake on the outside... i dont let a lot of people know about my deppression and stuff. only do i do it online.... because then i have no fear of responsibility.... yes i know i am a coward... and btw i sent you a email....
so check your email.... and email me your webpage againe... i want to see your picture again... i dont know what happened to the link you sent me before.... but you really.... well.... you just shocked me....
okay well i know about the fear issue and everything.... and i understand that this just happened to you... and i wouldnt be rushing into another thing just after something this big happened... so it is all up to you... there is absolutly no strings or pressure at all from me to you... i'm almost accepting the fact right now that you wouldnt want to be with me... simply because of distance... and the fact that i suffer from something you already won over... at least i think that you did... your deppression... your over it right? or are you sinking back because of this? i know just considering the fact of being with someone who's so emo.. must be somewhat of a turn of... but let me tell you... emo is honesty... and you always said you loved that about me... and i cant promise that i wont mess up here and there.... my life after all is a mess up... but just like everybody else... i am human and am falible.... but i am also at your mercy.... do whatever you want with me.... i just hope that whatever you want ends up with me being with you *giggle*
phil

Hey hun....can you please check your email.... i dont like this way of communicating.... the comment section is for comments on the poems and stuff.... could you please email me instead? thank you.... i dont meen to be a inconvience to you... it's just easier that way... :)

You've become so numb you can't feel the love other have for you I know its hard but I wouldn't have hurt you like that I promise well I still Love you I hope it works out well for you Bye Love Mike

Lol thanks. I wasn't done but when i practically colapsed on my keyboard i figured it was bed time lol!

Ok wow we need to talk about htis soon email me soon and tell me everything ok ok i need to know it is going to drive me crazy :) i am happy for u
xoxo robyn

Ok wow we need to talk about htis soon email me soon and tell me everything ok ok i need to know it is going to drive me crazy :) i am happy for u
xoxo robyn

Wats ur friend robyn so happy about?